When we first saw Ngandu
he was indeed very sick … as a matter of fact he was
dying. When he was carried in, we saw a man who was very
thin, wasted and very weak. He had a high fever,
diarrhea and shortness of breath. After some testing, we
discovered he was HIV positive and was dying of AIDS.
With the respiratory symptoms, we suspected TB also. So
IVs, antibiotics and a heart-to-heart talk not only with
his wife and brothers, but also with him was in order.
An honest discussion of his condition and probable
impending death led Ngandu to pray and ask Jesus into
his heart as his Lord and Savior.
Hallelujah! Sometimes
I wonder about those "backed against the wall" prayers,
but then I remember the thief on the cross next to
Jesus. It's not for me to judge … after all I can't see
what's in a man's heart. The next few days were days of
spiraling downhill. Ngandu stopped responding
coherently, became incontinent and had to wear diapers
and was only able to tolerate liquids. We had never had
anyone on a clear liquid diet before, so I introduced
the family and the clinic cook to Jell-O.
It was hard for me
watching this man worsen and his attentive wife hold
back the tears. TB tests came back negative, but his
lungs started to fill with fluid. As a matter of fact
there were no lung sounds audible on the right side.
Medication was added to his regime to try and pull the
fluid off the lung. One of the two oxygenators from the
medical container (from Project SAVE) had been retrieved
from storage and had been in use since his arrival
providing oxygen through a nasal cannula. Frequent
positioning and changing bed linens were carried out
trying to keep him comfortable.
It reminded me of
hospice care. Well, one day I walked in to his room to
witness his brother holding a basin while Ngandu was
coughing or vomiting (it was hard to tell which) blood,
with very large clots coming from both his nose and
mouth. I was sure this was going to be the end and I
felt what an awful way to watch your loved one die.
Feeling very helpless and small, Sal and I both just
looked at each other in the hall outside the room. I
started to walk away when all of a sudden I turned back
and heard myself say, "What about Vitamin K?'
After it was out of my
mouth, I realized it had not popped into my mind out of
any knowledge or experience I had ever had. I have never
given Vitamin K in all my nursing career, nor do I
remember ever having a patient that had received it. Sal
and I just looked at each other and smiled, knowing in
our hearts it had been divinely given. Sal said, "we
have that .... Geoffrey just picked that up from
Kazungula last week."
Again we just smiled
at each other because God always provides what we need
right when we need it. So after reading about the
administration and dosage of Vitamin K, we gave it. The
bleeding stopped but his condition continued to plummet.
He was no longer able to swallow pills which meant he
wasn't getting his ARTs (HIV medications). Family came
in waves all to say their last goodbyes. And so we
waited.
Each night we
expected a knock at our bedroom window to wake us up and
tell us it was over. But instead each morning proved to
be a new day dawning. His brothers got him in a
wheelchair and took him in the shower. He started eating
again ... first liquids and then, when we were sure
there was no more vomiting, soft foods were added. He
was able to take his oral medicines again. His IV was no
longer needed.
His lungs were
sounding clearer, and there were breath sounds in all
quadrants. He no longer needs oxygen. He has been
outside in a wheelchair each day for the past few days.
He is continent again and doesn't need diapers. He still
needs to gain strength, and can't stand on his own yet,
but my friends, he is a walking miracle!! He is a
testimony to the power of God. Sal and I will both tell
you, he is alive only because of God! Sal keeps saying
"God still has something for Ngandu to do."
You may be wondering
about Ngandu's wife and daughter. Yes, they too are both
HIV positive. His wife is still healthy and does not
qualify for the medicines yet, but his daughter is now
on pediatric ARVs because her CD4 count was low. I don't
know the ending of this story, but a lot of people were
witness to the awesome healing power of God. There can
be no denying it, Jesus is our only source of hope.